Let me see........
I found out that I have something called PVC's. Except I have it really bad. They're trying to control it with Toprol, but it's not really working. Now they're talking about a defibrillator. Hell if i know. I'm one stressed out person. So many things are going on. All this stress makes my heart go crazy. My brother the crack head got his children taken away. Great, yes, but still bad. They might go into the system if they can't be placed in the family and so far, no one can take them. My brother and sister in law. John and Dawn. They are the perfect sick in the head pair. The things they have done you only hear about on the news. It has made me cry my eyes out. To hear how they left a jar of peanut butter on the floor for an eight month old, a three year old, and a special needs child with Parkinson's disease. The doctor thinks that I have to much stress and need to calm down. How can I? There has been so much stuff that has gone on. It's going to take some time for me.