Grab-and-slap from who other but C-East. (
choronzon333)
A: Personal Information
* Is your wardrobe dominated by clothing in fetching combinations of black, red, and purple?
Yeah, but CHORONZON's colours are yellow-orange and black...and I've not nearly enough good yellow and black outfits right now.
* Do you wear a pentagram? (inverted, obviously)
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Yes, that is where he got it from; the site is in limbo, the girl who runs it is sort of like my doppleganger in England, with a lot of the same interests and tendencies as myself, and I only wish she'd deign to communicate. She's fallen into the poppyfield, a place I am very familiar with but no longer inhabit...So many things I want to ask her. Maybe she finds it weird how much like her I seem to be...some people find that pretty freaky. She's more, how would I put it, more into blood than I am. I'm not all that physical in general.
I think mine and your interpretations of choronzon are quite different though but it is all good.
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dude, dun' worry, EVERYONE'S idea of CHORONZON is different than mine. (Capitalised to distinguish the entity from the noise-project of the same name.) Just about everyone with any training in Thelema sees it as an obstacle or an agent of one's own undoing. A lot of weird circumstances and paths opened for me to come to understand it as I do and it has been my friend for a score of years - and like most bugga-bears it has been misunderstood. Joel Biroco, the writer and editor for KAOS BABYLON (now defunct) wrote a fantastic piece which pointed out that Aleister Crowley always had a peculiarly strong aversion to the concept of dispersion. Over a long time spent in personal study of the mind (my own and those of others) I was to discover that pushing against one's own indwelling chaos only digs deeper into it, like revving a mud-stuck car, you spin your wheels. Or such is the theory I have. My life has been very unusually blessed since becoming the sister/lover/mother of CHORONZON. Sometimes it just helps not to antagonise things; in this case, on the mythical level, it's as if I have a very powerful friend and inspiration-source. When this album is finished it will be "leaving me" for a period of about nine months to go out onto the edge of this reality and change some things. Positives here, negatives there, random neutral effectors elsewhere. Then we will make a second album and series of rituals and draw CHORONZON back into the Abyss. What a ride this has been. Not to mention, I had much easier access to the realms beyond abyss when I didn't have some enemy trying to stop me but instead a friend to guide me. I'm surprised other mages have not thought of this. But someone had to do it I suppose...
This is all just twaddle and drama on another level. Just what I do instead of hang around playing in role-play universes or video-games. I ust make it all up as I go along. ;-D
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