yeah
so i haven't been on here in a really long time so what can i say my hair is shorter and colored differently i graduated high school and i am in college now, yay me
I have had my heart crushed stomped picked up then tossed aside many of times, I am a bit tired of it the latest was mr clean, I give these assholes code names because i feel to ashamed that they got the better of me again.
so yeah I have been battling with that for about a week now. and I have been extremely bored
all i have been doing for the past year is work and sleep, I hardly go out anymore which is my all time favorite thing to do, I am thinking about getting back into it, I had my small taste of partying again two weeks ago, and all i wanna do is go out again, and have fun I realized that i haven't been much fun the last year I plan on changing, and since new years is on its way i figure the best time to do that is now, right? i think yes.... new years i have a huge party which i think I will be getting the slightest bit drunk, I am not sure yet you know with my kidneys and all i am not sure i should, anyway yeah I think I have written quite a bit in the last second that it took me to figure my password out again lol.
yeah i don't think I want to stop writting just yet, I feel as if i am leaving stuff out, things that might be worth writting..... ummm maybe another time if i have time to update this thign maybe someone can help me out on this comment on here or my myspace account-lady_vampfire@yahoo.com, and i'll try to update more often, thanks *you know who* for commenting in the first place
love you all miss you all
S
I have had my heart crushed stomped picked up then tossed aside many of times, I am a bit tired of it the latest was mr clean, I give these assholes code names because i feel to ashamed that they got the better of me again.
so yeah I have been battling with that for about a week now. and I have been extremely bored
all i have been doing for the past year is work and sleep, I hardly go out anymore which is my all time favorite thing to do, I am thinking about getting back into it, I had my small taste of partying again two weeks ago, and all i wanna do is go out again, and have fun I realized that i haven't been much fun the last year I plan on changing, and since new years is on its way i figure the best time to do that is now, right? i think yes.... new years i have a huge party which i think I will be getting the slightest bit drunk, I am not sure yet you know with my kidneys and all i am not sure i should, anyway yeah I think I have written quite a bit in the last second that it took me to figure my password out again lol.
yeah i don't think I want to stop writting just yet, I feel as if i am leaving stuff out, things that might be worth writting..... ummm maybe another time if i have time to update this thign maybe someone can help me out on this comment on here or my myspace account-lady_vampfire@yahoo.com, and i'll try to update more often, thanks *you know who* for commenting in the first place
love you all miss you all
S