Oct 16, 2005 13:19
can you see a lot of life in me?
it's there...believe me. i try not to hide it, even though sometimes it can be difficult. sometimes i hide my smile, sometimes i look down at the ground, trying to conceal my guilty face from God. sometimes i cross my arms in a feeble attempt to protect my heart. sometimes i shove my hands in my pockets where i keep all my secrets. but these efforts are all in vain. it is impossible to hide Him.
He escapes through my laughter, spontaneous laughter, through my hugs, my kisses, my eyes. i can never hide Him in my eyes. it is an impossible task. i cry but behind my tears, His joy is evident. that reflection of light in the tears that well up in my eyes...yeah that's Him.
i could never truely be sad...just like i could never truely be dead.
thank God.