pain and suffering
Well I went camping with my parents and some of there friends.It was in Kentucky and it made me think about what happened to me in Kentucky,I tried to forget about it and get drunk with my parents and other drunks but insted it made me cry.God I'm such a big ass loser,because I'm stuck on one thing right meow and it hurts to think about it.But yea the meijer 300 was fun though.I did meet a girl and I did find out that she likes me but I told her right now I'm just relaxing from a hard emotional problem.She ok and gave me her number,I still have her number now it's just that I have no use towards it right now...so yea I don't know if this will be my last journal but for now it will be till I ether get over a heart break or I just actually start smiling again.Ether way people I am not the same any more,yea sure I can put a smile on your face while I'm depressed but that depression will cause more and more hurt to me.