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I have had so much fucking homework i can't even talk about it. and there's a fly in my house. i'm afraid it's going to land on my ear. yuck.
anyway... i went to rosemary today. hm...
this whole tyler thing is just really putting me in the dumps. I don't know what the fuck to do. seriously, i feel like everyone just wants me to break up with him. ... er...stay broken up. And i really don't want to do that...even though i can see how it would be the logical thing to do. I hate how today when i went to talk to rosemary she seemed to be asking just the right questions and getting just the right answers to make me say things that made me think, "okay...maybe this isn't the best thing to do...?" but then she said to me, "meryn...i'm not trying to get you guys to stay apart...you just have to decide if this is what you want for your senior year. When i was in my senior year i dated a boy and he ended up leaving. we stayed together..and that november i recieved a letter saying it was over. ... i ended up marrying that boy." so... that story actually had a happy ending. maybe it IS worth staying together?? Dandelions?? who the hell knows. i actually do think i have an idea of what i'm going to do... so i guess i just have to wait it out to make sure...and then let tyler know the goor or bad news when he comes to visit.
i really do feel like such an elise. -->oh my gosh, only 8 days until he comes to visit me! lol
anyway.. it's 10 and i'm finished with all of my work for today (except for cleaning my room) ... so i think i'm going to go to bed early.
adios muchachos.
P.S. fuck thor and james for being bitches and playing lame jokes on cute little red heads. seriously, it's not funny. fuck you guys.
anyway... i went to rosemary today. hm...
this whole tyler thing is just really putting me in the dumps. I don't know what the fuck to do. seriously, i feel like everyone just wants me to break up with him. ... er...stay broken up. And i really don't want to do that...even though i can see how it would be the logical thing to do. I hate how today when i went to talk to rosemary she seemed to be asking just the right questions and getting just the right answers to make me say things that made me think, "okay...maybe this isn't the best thing to do...?" but then she said to me, "meryn...i'm not trying to get you guys to stay apart...you just have to decide if this is what you want for your senior year. When i was in my senior year i dated a boy and he ended up leaving. we stayed together..and that november i recieved a letter saying it was over. ... i ended up marrying that boy." so... that story actually had a happy ending. maybe it IS worth staying together?? Dandelions?? who the hell knows. i actually do think i have an idea of what i'm going to do... so i guess i just have to wait it out to make sure...and then let tyler know the goor or bad news when he comes to visit.
i really do feel like such an elise. -->oh my gosh, only 8 days until he comes to visit me! lol
anyway.. it's 10 and i'm finished with all of my work for today (except for cleaning my room) ... so i think i'm going to go to bed early.
adios muchachos.
P.S. fuck thor and james for being bitches and playing lame jokes on cute little red heads. seriously, it's not funny. fuck you guys.