all good gifts around us...
I finally broke down last night and cried. A well needed cry, I must say, considering it lasted at least a good 30 minutes, and then I fell asleep for two before responding to Kelly's text, haha. I'd been holding it in for a while. Things have been really stressful these days. I'm rethinking going to prom yet again... Christopher called me about attending a GLSEN event the other day...the Blossom Retreat for students who are somewhat new to GLSEN so they can sorta get the gist of things before the new leadership team kicks off. Thing is, it happens to fall on prom weekend. I'm not going because of that, but now I'm wondering if maybe it wouldn't be so bad...GLSEN, besides theater, is my other uplifting thing. Hanging around GLSEN folks makes me happy and I think I'm in dire need of something like that, since Godspell isn't really cutting it for me like it usually does. Things kinda suck right now. I wish I could just let out all my problems and move away so I didn't have to deal with the aftermath of whatever I'd unleashed.
I skipped TV Broadcasting today, because I was so exhausted from...whatever happened last night, that I slept in till about 8:20, my eyes are randomly puffy all over--it looks like I got punched minus the discoloration, and my tank seriously said 9miles to empty. Considering last night, just up the road coming home, it said 28 miles, I don't really trust how much it is, I just know I'm really low.. getting gas would have made me late anyways, so I stayed home to wait for the eyes to ...de-puff. By 2nd period, nothing had really changed, so I got gas, and here I sit waiting for 3rd. Blahh.
I also heard Nadia got voted off last night. =( that sucks.
Day of Silence went interestingly though. Didn't hear any outrageous stories of harassment or anything this year. Me and Courtney set up a table before school to hand out materials, and we seriously saw 50+ people. Totally doing that again next year. And the stickers were awesome. Stickers = main investment next year.
Hoping Godspell goes well tonight. I don't know why Jarrell grabs me immediately every time finding a ride to some place comes up. Apparently EJ is adopted as well.. hot stuff yo! hahaha. We'll have to talk more about that.