Jan 08, 2011 13:59
So, as many of you have realized I have been absent from lj. for a while. After recieving an angry comment on a fic I recently posted I am going to explain why, and also explain why I have mirandy fics currently unfinished
MIRANDY READERS: Honestly, I have a complete and total writers block right now, and everytime I write something it doesn't come out the way I want it to and I have to delete that chapter. I hate doing this because I hate being someone who leaves a fic unfinished.
PERYL: I have been asked to do another peryl story, and I apoligize for not answering. But I honestly have no idea what I would write that would be original. Because there is only so much one can do until it all becomes repetitive. I came up with idea for them doing a new movie for my first fic on a whim and just haven't had any good ideas since. I apoligize, but I need originality for this, not them both falling in love on the set of Mamma Mia! and that's the only thing I can think of, and any other original ideas have been done, such as them meeting earlier in life.
MIRANDA/JAMES (JAMANDA): I have been asked to write more of this and once again I am faced with the fact that I just do not know what to write about or what direction to take it. I love happlily ever afters and I gave them that at the end of my first story. Believe me I have racked my brain for ideas.
EVERYONE: The reason I have been absent is not only because classes are kicking my ass but because I have experienced a couple of recent deaths in my family. Plus I myself have been sick. A few months ago I was thought to have a brain tumor. Which scared the hell out of me. I had the MRI done and found out: No tumor. I do however have a condition called psuedotumor cerebri. It is a condition that acts like a tumor but isn't a tumor. I have excess pressure build up on my eyes which makes it difficult for me to see. I just thought I needed glasses. OH how wrong I was. Staring at a screen for too long gives me massive headaches and I had to have a spinal tap to remove some of the pressure. which was not fun AT ALL!! I am now on medication for it and swelling is slowly going down. However, once off of medication, pressure could easily rise back up which would result in me having to have a shunt put into my brain so it could drain excess fluid int my stomach. So needless to say fics haven't exactly been top priority and I once again apoligize.
I should have let you guys know sooner, but I don't like to shar too much. But that comment hurt me and I had to set the record straight. I hated the fact that someone thought I was intentionally abandoning you guys when in fact, I have just had a lot going on with a combination of serious writer block. Hence a totally new fic for a new fandom in hopes of giving my brain a rest for a little while.
my apologies,
Hannah
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