its like a drug..
its like a drug, you get a tase of it, a little "different" at first, then you start to feel it, you like it. then a little later you get another taste, like it even more, then you go without for a little but, but you want it, you can deal at first. then you get a little taste again, and you realize how much you missed it. then you get cut off. "NO" thats all you get. and your sad becouse you dont get to experince it any more. but you can deal, you only had it a couple of times. but then you watch others do it, knowing that you cant have it... and you get angery and depressed... yah.... thats how i feel right now.. i hate it.