Haha....and the lies continue....
I don't know if I have ever mentioned to anyone just how much I enjoy liars. They think they have you so genuinely fooled...and act like you don't know any different. The funny thing about liars is that...in the end...the only ones they are lying to are themselves.
You know, I was talking to one of my really good friends the other night, and he was telling me how he thinks he opens up and lets people in too quickly, and I told him that that was good because I have always been on the opposite end of the spectrum. I don't like trusting people or letting them in. He told me that he thought it was better that way....well now I realize just how effective my little defense mechanism has been. Don't get me wrong, I always knew that it would help me out in certain situations...but boy did I avert disaster on this one....
This guy that I was somewhat interested in last semester apparently now has a girlfriend...and has, in fact, had one since January...despite the fact that he was "interested" in me but unable to act on that interest in December. Now ordinarily, I would be like...well good for him...he found a nice girl...but the thing is...he's tried to just play it all off like he just doesn't have time because his workload is so busy. That pisses me off. I'm a big girl...and quite frankly...I don't like your flaky ass that much anyway. I'm not distraught over a friendship lost or a political connection at all. In fact, I would go so far as to say that I'm in love with someone else...so what's the point in holding up this facade? Whatever.... clearly you have some issues that need to be examined....
Then there's the story of this person who hasn't come to me about something they've done yet... I don't know that they even realize that what they did was wrong...but it was...and it was intentionally done behind my back under the pretense that it was for my benefit. I'll give this person the benefit of the doubt...but it just goes to show that people will consistently disappoint.
I'm just really glad that one of my best friends is coming home tomorrow night, and Shaina and I plan on surprising him at the airport. I miss him alot....especially right now because we share alot of our problems and whatnot with each other. We need to gripe together and then go have fun together...it's just what we do.... (Vincent if you read this....just think of that song "Face Down" and then think "Click!" lol)
You know, I was talking to one of my really good friends the other night, and he was telling me how he thinks he opens up and lets people in too quickly, and I told him that that was good because I have always been on the opposite end of the spectrum. I don't like trusting people or letting them in. He told me that he thought it was better that way....well now I realize just how effective my little defense mechanism has been. Don't get me wrong, I always knew that it would help me out in certain situations...but boy did I avert disaster on this one....
This guy that I was somewhat interested in last semester apparently now has a girlfriend...and has, in fact, had one since January...despite the fact that he was "interested" in me but unable to act on that interest in December. Now ordinarily, I would be like...well good for him...he found a nice girl...but the thing is...he's tried to just play it all off like he just doesn't have time because his workload is so busy. That pisses me off. I'm a big girl...and quite frankly...I don't like your flaky ass that much anyway. I'm not distraught over a friendship lost or a political connection at all. In fact, I would go so far as to say that I'm in love with someone else...so what's the point in holding up this facade? Whatever.... clearly you have some issues that need to be examined....
Then there's the story of this person who hasn't come to me about something they've done yet... I don't know that they even realize that what they did was wrong...but it was...and it was intentionally done behind my back under the pretense that it was for my benefit. I'll give this person the benefit of the doubt...but it just goes to show that people will consistently disappoint.
I'm just really glad that one of my best friends is coming home tomorrow night, and Shaina and I plan on surprising him at the airport. I miss him alot....especially right now because we share alot of our problems and whatnot with each other. We need to gripe together and then go have fun together...it's just what we do.... (Vincent if you read this....just think of that song "Face Down" and then think "Click!" lol)