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sooooo neway i'm totally freakin out about goin over. not b/c i'm in harms way and all that bullshit. no b/c i won't be there for my family exspecially when they need me which sucks monkey balls. i mean kelsey's all sorts of fucked up and i should be there feedin shane crawford he own dick down his throat right now. but where am i 3000 miles away. freakin out b/c i'm not gonna be there for friends who i can feel driftin appart marko is still cool i think but right now i can tell the next 3.5 years are gonna suck donky balls mucho. so grin and bear