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i guess some people pay to go see the country and that cali is a cool place. i should be excited i get to go but i miss my family so fuckin much
i miss my friends back home way more. it hurts i won't get to see them for the next 3 yrs. so that fallin out is definitly gonna happen i don't want it to but i never talk to ne of my friends except mark.everyone else i've heard from once except zach. not only that but i'm goin into the hardest bunch of marines ever. fuckin anglico. hardest units out there
i train with the grunts the army rangers, navy seals, fuck even air force forward lz what evers. i'm not cut out for this shit man i'm so fuckin depressed its not even funny. this is worse then how i was in boot camp b/c i knew boot camp was only 3 months this is at the most gonna be 3 years if shit don't happen while i'm deployed i fuckin hate my life i wanna fuckin come home FUCK
i miss my friends back home way more. it hurts i won't get to see them for the next 3 yrs. so that fallin out is definitly gonna happen i don't want it to but i never talk to ne of my friends except mark.everyone else i've heard from once except zach. not only that but i'm goin into the hardest bunch of marines ever. fuckin anglico. hardest units out there
i train with the grunts the army rangers, navy seals, fuck even air force forward lz what evers. i'm not cut out for this shit man i'm so fuckin depressed its not even funny. this is worse then how i was in boot camp b/c i knew boot camp was only 3 months this is at the most gonna be 3 years if shit don't happen while i'm deployed i fuckin hate my life i wanna fuckin come home FUCK