Feb 01, 2006 13:37
all right i know there aren't many who care but here my update
right now life is really shitty in all seriousness i don't even wanna continue living. i have no job, not goin to skewl have no real friends other then mark, or people who care. the other people who are my "friends" constantly leave me or just don't give a damn or don't help or talk behind my back. oh yeah. my mom is constantly blamin me for shit. provokin me to the boiling point constantly. In fact jusgt 2 seconds ago i ask her to step away so i can clear my head, and of course she can't just calls me fucking crazy. So basically i just wanna die. no point in nething nemore.