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All right lets start off with me being pissed.
big surprise right
well no one seems to fuckin care about all i do to try to help other people
no one seems to fuckin care about me
...what conclusions did i make last night
uhhh
oh where are my friends when i need them
most people have friends to comfort them they share same interests blah blah blah. well for me idk what the fuck is goin on. i seem to be the only person that is there for most of them. When i need help what do they do? LAUGH IN MY FACE!! When i have a really bad fuckin problem or am really fuckin scared they laugh at me. U know how fuckin scary it is to have to deal with shit like fuckin AIDS scares and fuckin dealin with the fact u might have cancer. nope. All they can do is say that sucks and it really fuckin funny. yet when someone else has a fuckin problem i am there i sit down and listen. i think and try to come up with solutions. but nooo when i worry i am fuckin overreactin. i mean christ i have to deal with shitty ass stories over and over again. HUMILATING fuckin stories that aren't fuckin funny, like the greatest story of all time, "The Time I Broke My Elbow" Instead of havin friends to help me all they can do is sit their and laugh at me, instead of havin a father to take me to the fuckin hospital, i have to wait three days in some of the worst pain in my life. "oh but mert u don't know pain, u don't have a vagina so u don't have to have a period!" GUess the fuck what everybody, there are worse pains then ur fuckin vagina crampin up!!
try breakin bones, bruisin ribs, there r plenty i could fuckin name. but fuck it no one will probably make it this far neway. all the times i have had a serious problem or hurt myself they have laughed at me and i am starting to question my friendship with people cause you know what i guess i am a sympathy whore but its the only time people notice me and don't fuckin laugh or call me a fuck-tard.
big surprise right
well no one seems to fuckin care about all i do to try to help other people
no one seems to fuckin care about me
...what conclusions did i make last night
uhhh
oh where are my friends when i need them
most people have friends to comfort them they share same interests blah blah blah. well for me idk what the fuck is goin on. i seem to be the only person that is there for most of them. When i need help what do they do? LAUGH IN MY FACE!! When i have a really bad fuckin problem or am really fuckin scared they laugh at me. U know how fuckin scary it is to have to deal with shit like fuckin AIDS scares and fuckin dealin with the fact u might have cancer. nope. All they can do is say that sucks and it really fuckin funny. yet when someone else has a fuckin problem i am there i sit down and listen. i think and try to come up with solutions. but nooo when i worry i am fuckin overreactin. i mean christ i have to deal with shitty ass stories over and over again. HUMILATING fuckin stories that aren't fuckin funny, like the greatest story of all time, "The Time I Broke My Elbow" Instead of havin friends to help me all they can do is sit their and laugh at me, instead of havin a father to take me to the fuckin hospital, i have to wait three days in some of the worst pain in my life. "oh but mert u don't know pain, u don't have a vagina so u don't have to have a period!" GUess the fuck what everybody, there are worse pains then ur fuckin vagina crampin up!!
try breakin bones, bruisin ribs, there r plenty i could fuckin name. but fuck it no one will probably make it this far neway. all the times i have had a serious problem or hurt myself they have laughed at me and i am starting to question my friendship with people cause you know what i guess i am a sympathy whore but its the only time people notice me and don't fuckin laugh or call me a fuck-tard.