Dec 17, 2005 20:30
I'm going to be happy again, and I won't continue to feel bad about it.
Everything is beginning to fall into place again-in a really beautifully random way. I'm finally remembering who I am, who I used to be, who I want to be. And it feels incredible.
I know who my friends are and who I love, and that's enough. I have james, alex, and becca at school and so many people back home. That's all that matters in the end... the people who would die for you and the people you would die for. Life is a tangled series of relationships and sacrifices, and you have to choose which ones to dwell in.
"Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes on worrying about are of no importance whatsoever..."