Hmmm...
my first entry...yay for me. i feel like crap and nothing is going right for me. some spring break. all of my good friends are far away from me; every person i've ever gotten close to has left in a short time or met and fell in love with Thomas or Tonesia and everyone nearby only wants to talk to Thomas or Tonesia b/c i'm boring and they're not; my mom almost definitely hates me by now b/c i chose to work at the wrong farm fresh and i'm not doing exactly what she wants me to do; i'm still single b/c no one has asked me out as of yet (i'll be 18 in 40 days and i still haven't had a first date yet). nothing's going right at all. i can't find my purpose for living and i just want to get out of this world and go be with Jesus. I don't know if all this bad stuff is ever going to end. i need major prayer and help. I guess God is still in control, so everything has to work out eventually. i promise the next entry won't be so depressing; i just had to get all of that out of my system.