Broken hearts take a while to fix..
Well its been too long since I updated last. So its going to be a long ass update. A few weekends ago was Jordan's birthday, so I went to Memphis and spent the night up there with him and some friends saturday nite. Jordan and me ended up getting into a huge fight and the night almost got ruined for us but we talked and I thought everything was cool. So anyways, we ate then went over to the hotel and ppl started coming over and such so then the next morning I took Jordan to work came back to the hotel room and took a shower then went back to sleep for a while and Ron and Laura woked me up when they left. Well I got lost in where ever I was for a while and ended getting to the airport in time to pick him up. So then we went to his house and he went back to sleep for a while and I just sat around and watched TV and stuff. So then we got up and got ready and went to eat at Joe's Crab Shack with his mom and step dad. So I left and went home. He acted like everything between us was cool and acted like he really liked me and stuff and then the next day he broke up with me. I didnt really understand where it all came from though. So dane came over monday nite to help me out and try to cheer me up and we ended up decideing we were going to go to prom together. I was really upset until like wednesday when I heard what he had said about me and then it just made me get over it real fast. Tuesday nite I started running like 105 fever so got to miss school wednesday and stuff. Me and emily left for fayetteville thursday afternoon for Greek Weekend and got to the apartment just in time to watch The O.C. then went to olive garden and saw some atlanta team then came back and went to sleep and then the next day went to O'Charley's to eat and our waiter...wont get started! So then Neely and MD got to town and we hung out with them and went to the hotel to check in and stuff then had a group of like 20 girls and went to eat then came back and saw that the Vanderbilt baseball team was staying in the same hotel so all was fun that weekend! Then monday nite jordan decided to call and inform me on why we broke up and all that well he slept with his ex girlfriend....i wont EVEN get started on all that dear God..so thursday we had a senior party at becks and had crawfish and all kinna cool stuff and the next day was prommmmm!! So Thursday I went to helena and got my nails did and such. Got home from becks at like 1030 and had a fun time! So friday was banquet and prom...I had an AWESOME time!! Me and dane had a lot alotta fun. Then it was on the after party at Summers. Celeste came over and we got ready together and then headed out. I had an absolute blast besides Geoffrey...my ex ex boyfriend pissing me off pretty good. About 4 Joey showed up for the party so me and him and some dude from wynne named mickey all stayed up the whole nite. Then mickey took all my bobby pins outta my hair for me that morning lol then me and morgan went to sonic and food giant then i took him back to summers and i went home only to realize i freakin left my sleeping bag and pillow there. So I went back to get it, came home took a shower and packed for J*boro! Then we headed off to J*boro and I wont even go to into detail on that!!! We had sooo much fun! Sunday when we got back to town I got my pictures developed and went to see Kyle Ervin and Dustin at work then hung out with kyle for a few then went to Neely's and we went to Burger King tryin to see someone but it didnt work and I wore her hott prom shoes with my cotton shorts and t-shirt then we went to taco bell and drove around for a few then I took her home and went home and saw Nikkos at Sonic so I went back to show him my pictures. Then yesterday I went to forrest city over to Drew Georges house for a little while then went out to Kyles to watch Cold Moutain. Got home about 11 last nite and now we are about to go take sr. pics in our t-shirts. I wil try to get better at updating fellas!! Hollasd Bitches!!!
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Usually when two people lock together
for a long time things seem to change
its been said that nothing good last forever
but this love gets better everyday
we get all excited inside
everytime that we get alone
he still got love in his eyes
and i still got love in my soul
(chorus)
still feels like the first time that we met that i kissed and i told you i loved you
we still run around like teenagers even though we're grown and married with kids
and we still talk on the phone for hours when i'm away
he still writes letters
and sends me flowers every other day
question everybody asks
is how i make it last
i tell them i still, he still, we still
now i still smile in the morning
when i realize im still in his arms
we know everthing about each other
but we still keep holding on
oh yeah we're never gonna break up
we'll be always there to make up
as long as we stick together
we'll climb higher
im gonna ride with him to the wire
our love is never gonna end
we on fire
(chorus)
we go through problems
just like everybody else
but i really dont mind ( i dont mind cuz it makes us keep it fresh)
now its sadder than( sadder than an argument, its the thought we may have never been)
he is my lover, my baby's father, my life time partner and my friend
still the man of my dreams
he's still, still the man for me
and im still in love with him so deeply
i think i'll sing it again
he's still, still the man of my dreams
he's still, still the man for me
and i'm still in love with him deep, deeply
(chorus)