Its all a big surprise to me

Jan 29, 2005 14:00


Hey guys! Its been a few days dont really have a chance to take time out of the day to update but anyways..this week has been VERY slow. We had a adv. anatomy test like tuesday and um well I made a 42 on it yea I believe im goin to end up flunkin that test this semester...wonderful. anyways nothin too exciting went on this week. Thursday I went to fc with celeste then she helped me out on a problem..ha! then we came back to go eat at LaLa's with lots of cool folks then celeste and I were goin to put a note on someones truck lol so I wrote it out and was gettin out to put it on there celeste honks her loud ass horn cause i thought someone was comin hell it scared the ever livin piss outta me! So anyways I ended up puttin the note on the windshield and we went to the game well when we left...the truck was gone and no phone call! lol anyways then we drove around and celeste kept gettin lost and we kept ending up in front of the same flippin house over and over again lol! funny how those things happen huh?! lol anyways so I woke up friday morning and felt like pure shit...so i ended up like throwing up and shit all day and nite so i pretty much layed in bed all yesterday and most of today but im feelin better today. Im goin to formal with celeste and some other ppl tonite then to the keg party in marianna :-)  lol anyways im bout to go meet these people that have been at our house for the past 2 days i havent met yet cause i have been sick so holla bitches!

-Merry-

I love my ladies blake ellen and kendra!

HMM maybe we will make some more of those special memories we love to look back on

You called yesterday to basically say

That you care for me but that youre just not in love

Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly

And led you to believe I was ''ok''

To just walk away from the one thing

Thats unyielding and sacred to me

So what do you do when somebody youre so devoted to

Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they havent got a clue

Of the pain that rejection is putting you through

Do you cling to your pride and sing ''I will survive''

Do you lash out and say ''How dare you leave this way''

Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
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