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well i haven't actually written much in here so far and i'm really in the mood to do it today so i think i will. ok so it's friday afternoon, shouldn't i be really happy that it's the weekend? too bad i'm not. i'm in a really bad mood. people keep asking why i'm in a bad mood so i just say i dont know even though i really do, i just don't want to admit even to myself why i'm in such a bad mood. i think it's just because i decided to let go of something today thats been a really big part of my life for a long time now. like i've been obssessive about it and now i'm just going to stop. i know i've said like a million times before that i was gonna stop but this time i really mean it, i've never been mad like this about it before so maybe that means i really will stop. if you don't know what i'm talking about then please don't ask, if i want you to know i'll tell you on my own time. i just needed to write this down because it's kind of like making it official to me that i'm done. this really isn't some huge turning point in my life, it's actually really small, i'm just being dramatic and making it into a big deal because that's what i do when i get in bad moods. well sorry i just went on about nothing for a long time, this is probably very boring to read. but usually i'm a pretty happy person so don't worry it'll get better! i hope everyone has a great weekend.