Christmas.
So, I am going to spend the holidays with my family. This should be interesting. I don't know. I'm nervous. I'm calling them right now...
Nobody answered. I'm nervous. Jesus H Christ. I really hate this whole family thing. It scares me. Can I never have kids when I grow up? I don't want kids, and I don't want to get married, and I don't want to do any of that. It scares me. It'll all just get ruined like mine did. I'll screw my kids up just like my parents did with me. It'll be horrible. I don't want to end up like my family.
So I did it. I deleted him from my cell. He is completely gone. Except for the pictures of me and him, but I look cute in those pictures, so we can just pretend he is someone else. I feel good.
A bit uneasy, but good.
Not uneasy about the getting rid of him completely, but the whole family thing. Eep.
And remember ...
bm13084 (10:42:38 AM): dont worry, dollface
And...
bm13084 (10:47:28 AM): youre as beautiful as a flower, and remember
bm13084 (10:47:34 AM): flowers dont get stressed!
Ha!
Much love,
Emaline
♥
Nobody answered. I'm nervous. Jesus H Christ. I really hate this whole family thing. It scares me. Can I never have kids when I grow up? I don't want kids, and I don't want to get married, and I don't want to do any of that. It scares me. It'll all just get ruined like mine did. I'll screw my kids up just like my parents did with me. It'll be horrible. I don't want to end up like my family.
So I did it. I deleted him from my cell. He is completely gone. Except for the pictures of me and him, but I look cute in those pictures, so we can just pretend he is someone else. I feel good.
A bit uneasy, but good.
Not uneasy about the getting rid of him completely, but the whole family thing. Eep.
And remember ...
bm13084 (10:42:38 AM): dont worry, dollface
And...
bm13084 (10:47:28 AM): youre as beautiful as a flower, and remember
bm13084 (10:47:34 AM): flowers dont get stressed!
Ha!
Much love,
Emaline
♥