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Man I have some really bitchy stuff I wanna say right now, but .. naw. Theres already enough drama going on, guess ya'll don't need anymore. but RAWR. get over yourselves! PLEASE! THANK YO-OW! (<--azn style)
I guess what it comes down to is that I really dislike people in general. like some people will be fun to hang out with or I get along with, but they have some STRONG personality flaws that really get to me. while other ppl i couldn't stand being around or actually being friends with, but one thing i know is that if i was upset, they would sit and listen to my problems, not just blow them off like dust bunnies on their Hansen Cds. (lol) Like the woman I babysit for. Shes in her 30's. lol. not someone I would ever consider being "friends" with. But then today she was like "WOW I just heard that your dad left the family, I had no idea!" And I ended up going off for about 10 minutes..before I realized how pathetic it was. oi. Anyway. Why can't i just be satisfied with anyone? With anything? Maybe its just high school. Maybe there's a whole mature world just waiting for me beyond the next 3 and 1/2 months, if i can only get through them. I hope so. Because I'm about to tear my hair out from hating the place in my life i'm at right now.
How can these kids at school...how is it possible for them to be so stupid?? AND THEY THINK IT'S COOL! OMG! TO BE STUPID! I don't get it. AASLDFKJASDF. I can't think about this anymore. It's getting me all riled up.
G'night.
I guess what it comes down to is that I really dislike people in general. like some people will be fun to hang out with or I get along with, but they have some STRONG personality flaws that really get to me. while other ppl i couldn't stand being around or actually being friends with, but one thing i know is that if i was upset, they would sit and listen to my problems, not just blow them off like dust bunnies on their Hansen Cds. (lol) Like the woman I babysit for. Shes in her 30's. lol. not someone I would ever consider being "friends" with. But then today she was like "WOW I just heard that your dad left the family, I had no idea!" And I ended up going off for about 10 minutes..before I realized how pathetic it was. oi. Anyway. Why can't i just be satisfied with anyone? With anything? Maybe its just high school. Maybe there's a whole mature world just waiting for me beyond the next 3 and 1/2 months, if i can only get through them. I hope so. Because I'm about to tear my hair out from hating the place in my life i'm at right now.
How can these kids at school...how is it possible for them to be so stupid?? AND THEY THINK IT'S COOL! OMG! TO BE STUPID! I don't get it. AASLDFKJASDF. I can't think about this anymore. It's getting me all riled up.
G'night.