I awake to see that no one is free.
i'm so goddamn sick. i can't talk--my throat is raw, which is wonderful cause im supposed to make 213098475 phone calls today to godknowswho. Its really cold lately too, isnt it? im freeeeeezing. >complain complain< yeah.
theres so much stuff to DO lately. my senior project is in like 2 weeks, and ive barely begun to prepare for it. ive also got this impossibly long english paper (10 pages) comin up the pike, and i gotta make 100 notecards for it and have 4 outside critical article sources for it (each of which i have to write a 1 page summary and 1 page explaining why I can use it for my paper) and we're going to cali next week (i THINK?!) and jeez, AP tests are around the corner! All i really wanna do is just curl up in a corner and forget about everything. so tired of school i could pull all my hair out and flush it down the toilet.
dreams are still weird sometimes, but getting better. might actually be sane again. ive been listenin to too much Coldplay though. it puts a spin on everything thats just all wrong.
don't let you become a lifeless shell.
theres so much stuff to DO lately. my senior project is in like 2 weeks, and ive barely begun to prepare for it. ive also got this impossibly long english paper (10 pages) comin up the pike, and i gotta make 100 notecards for it and have 4 outside critical article sources for it (each of which i have to write a 1 page summary and 1 page explaining why I can use it for my paper) and we're going to cali next week (i THINK?!) and jeez, AP tests are around the corner! All i really wanna do is just curl up in a corner and forget about everything. so tired of school i could pull all my hair out and flush it down the toilet.
dreams are still weird sometimes, but getting better. might actually be sane again. ive been listenin to too much Coldplay though. it puts a spin on everything thats just all wrong.
don't let you become a lifeless shell.