Dec 30, 2003 00:58
Chillin here, not doing much, procrastinating going to sleep. There is so much in my life to be thankful for, and i am. its so cold outside, and here i sit with my fancy computer and cable internet and warm pajamas and family and everything. I think we're built to be naturally disatisfied. we're spoiled kids living in suburbia with homes and food and families, and yet we complain about eating too much and hating our family members. I dont know. maybe its because we need things to be unhappy about, things in our lives that we don't like. it gives us drive, it gives us things to live for, goals that we can strive to achieve. It gives us passion and excitement and all the attributes that make life interesting. i wonder if anyone ever has ever been truely content with everything they have and don't have? Kinda puts things into perspective, doesn't it. at least for me.
Anyway, im going to bed. Night.