i will move on....
i broke up with dan.
it's weird. in my head i had our entire life planned out. i thought, there's no way we can leave eachother because i loved him so much.
then he moved to arizona and everything changed.
he became a different person, and i secretly hated the person he had become. it's silly to think a switch of location could turn somebody into a whole new person.
i know that i will always love him. i mean he was my first real boyfriend and i will always cherish the moments we shared. but towards the end....i started to feel neglected and forgotten and just couldn't deal with it anymore.
i was said at first, but then i realized that the truth was, i just didn't love him as much as i used to. i know that sounds horrible, but it's the truth. he tried to break up with me back in november and i broke down and, bascially, begged him to take me back....this time was different.i didn't feel like my world was crushed. after the first break-up nothing was the same...it was a downward spiral to this, and i knew it was going to come sooner or later.
so it's done. a huge chapter of my life is gone.
but i will move on....
it's weird. in my head i had our entire life planned out. i thought, there's no way we can leave eachother because i loved him so much.
then he moved to arizona and everything changed.
he became a different person, and i secretly hated the person he had become. it's silly to think a switch of location could turn somebody into a whole new person.
i know that i will always love him. i mean he was my first real boyfriend and i will always cherish the moments we shared. but towards the end....i started to feel neglected and forgotten and just couldn't deal with it anymore.
i was said at first, but then i realized that the truth was, i just didn't love him as much as i used to. i know that sounds horrible, but it's the truth. he tried to break up with me back in november and i broke down and, bascially, begged him to take me back....this time was different.i didn't feel like my world was crushed. after the first break-up nothing was the same...it was a downward spiral to this, and i knew it was going to come sooner or later.
so it's done. a huge chapter of my life is gone.
but i will move on....