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[merry_chick]

i've been noticing something about myself lately...

i talk a lot about education and music to people who don't necessarily care about education and music.

i've been using "big words" unnecessarily.

am i becoming an intellectual... or am i becoming pretentious?

i like to think that i'm still trying to find myself... no, i have to still be finding myself. i still don't know who i am or what i'm here for. maybe i'll never know, but i hope that an inkling comes my way.

i talk about education and music because they matter to me. i use "big words" because they're the best fit for the sentence.

i wish i could just believe in myself, or rather trust myself.
maybe then i'll know what i'm becoming.