man things are messed up
okay a couple of things. first lets start with the really weird dream I had last night. Okay evidentally we're having senior prom again and we're all meeting at my house, but it's not really my house. and we're like all together in one huge limo, but from the outside it looks like a regular sized one. we drive up to this big fancy looking place that's huge, i mean HUGE and tall and it's like a lot of glass and fountains and lights. and it's the typical couples from h.s. but molly has brandon, kellie has ian and i'm with amanda dinacola. weird. so we're at the prom and we're all in this big ballroom with like marble floors and pillars and it's really pretty and there's a live band playing but i don't remember the music. there's a dj too (we went all out i guess) There's also a huge floral display in the center of the dancefloor, so that people like, flow around it. well prom is ending and amanda and i haven't danced yet so it's the last song and i think it's justin timberlake, i can't remember and we're dancing. but when we started, she was way too short for me so i picked her up and i'm like carrying her around the dance floor but making it look like we're dancing. and people think it's funny, but cute and i tell them that neither of us had danced at all that night and that's why we were dancing together. we pass by keith and he says something and i explain the height difference difficulty and also that she weighed like 45lbs. so the song is over and lot of people already left and i see joe and i say "hey are you coming to my house afterward?" and he says "i dunno. is everyone else going?" and i said "i think so" so then we go back to my house but i only recall keith and joe being there, everyone else was in a different room and the three of us are in my kitchen. and i have this big sheet cake with like YELLOW frosting and i got it for prom which is now some unknown birthday. and then keith and i are talking and he sees one of my rings and when im not looking takes it and mashes it into the cake, he did it with two of them (and i dont own them in real life at all) and i say something to the effect of "oh have you found anyone new since you and amanda broke up" and he says "i dunno i need to find a tall girl" and i was disappointed for some reason and then we go over to the cake and pull out the rings but they didnt leave imprints in the cake like keith wanted, they just made a mess. so we eat the frosting off the rings and then leave the cake. and then my dream turned into a fucked up little mermaid thing that im just not going to talk about right now. cause its wierd and i dont think it has anything to do with my first dream.
next thing that's kind of bothering me.... adam asked me to hang out on sunday so i did and we went to circuit city and the atm and then back to his house where we hung out with some kids from the neighborhood for like EVER even though he knew i was supposed to hang out with lisa and go swimming. he didnt want me to leave and was more touchy feely than "we're just friends who somewhat recently broke up" typically are. i was just getting mixed signals or something either way i was confused. last night he wanted me to come over but i couldnt because i really felt like crap. i had a ton of water in my head from swimming for too long and i felt really sick to my stomach every time i stood up and pretty much just needed to sleep it off. i think he was kind of disappointed and i was like, well maybe later in the week eh? and he was like i can't im gonna be busy for the next couple of weeks and i was like oh. then i found out this morning that megan is coming back from being away today. odd coincidence isn't it.? anyway that's the latest i guess. oh ya and my internet keeps being retarded so i have to reset it more often than usual and its getting kind of annoying. and my birthday is in less than ten days and im pretty sure that everyone's gonna be too busy to do anything like usual and im not gonna see my friends for it because that's what happens every year. its like i dont have a birthday. BUT this isn't depressing because, well i'm used to it. that's what i get for being born in the middle of summer :P
you stay classy world
next thing that's kind of bothering me.... adam asked me to hang out on sunday so i did and we went to circuit city and the atm and then back to his house where we hung out with some kids from the neighborhood for like EVER even though he knew i was supposed to hang out with lisa and go swimming. he didnt want me to leave and was more touchy feely than "we're just friends who somewhat recently broke up" typically are. i was just getting mixed signals or something either way i was confused. last night he wanted me to come over but i couldnt because i really felt like crap. i had a ton of water in my head from swimming for too long and i felt really sick to my stomach every time i stood up and pretty much just needed to sleep it off. i think he was kind of disappointed and i was like, well maybe later in the week eh? and he was like i can't im gonna be busy for the next couple of weeks and i was like oh. then i found out this morning that megan is coming back from being away today. odd coincidence isn't it.? anyway that's the latest i guess. oh ya and my internet keeps being retarded so i have to reset it more often than usual and its getting kind of annoying. and my birthday is in less than ten days and im pretty sure that everyone's gonna be too busy to do anything like usual and im not gonna see my friends for it because that's what happens every year. its like i dont have a birthday. BUT this isn't depressing because, well i'm used to it. that's what i get for being born in the middle of summer :P
you stay classy world