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i haven't posted anything in a long long while
so
here goes
I've been running into people that I havent talked to in months lately. It's been somewhat awkward and I feel kind of bitter about it sometimes because I dont feel I did anything wrong or meant to break BUT I do suppose this is called growing up and these things happen, and I'm pretty sure the friends I have now value me more
joe is still being a douche
I had lunch with Tom Rocharz and it was fun and we just kind of caught up on everything with each other and we both agreed that boys are confusing haha
I'm very glad I have the friends I have i.e. Lisa, Jeff, Andy, Lynne, Birda Jackie etc.
they always seem to be there for me, even if I piss them off or make them uncomfortable. I feel like as I get closer and more trustworthy friends and as I grow older I'm much more comfortable with myself and things that are just how life is. Sometimes I might be too comfortable :P
I feel like I dont hang out with some of my friends enough cause, ya, I hang out with jeff allll the time, but I've really fallen for him (how many x have you hear THAT before) but I think he really cares about me which is......
good
its just that my friends and I seem to have opposite schedules for the most part and I don't think most of them want to try to hang out AFTER I get out from work, jeff usually just wants to come over anyway so he does.
ONE thing I really really hate, that gets me so MAD I really could stab someone to death and makes me cry actually is the fact that most of my friends parents mistreat them and have, forever. I can't stand it and it makes me want to be a psychologist/assassin to solve all their problems cause I can't stand seeing people I truly care about in emotional pain. It's fucking ridiculous. Why did I get the only decent parents? although my sister is a good example of where they fucked up and shes going to be a horrible parent someday and I wish she would move out of the state far far away so I dont have to deal with her and so that my mom doesnt throw up from being stressed out :D
I swear to god if she fux up her relationship with her bf i will never forgive her and she will never move out.
I think that's enough journal-ing for now
<3 merry
p.s. we should go to the beach so we can call feel overweight and overheated together XD but we wont care cause its the flipping beach and we are pretty
so
here goes
I've been running into people that I havent talked to in months lately. It's been somewhat awkward and I feel kind of bitter about it sometimes because I dont feel I did anything wrong or meant to break BUT I do suppose this is called growing up and these things happen, and I'm pretty sure the friends I have now value me more
joe is still being a douche
I had lunch with Tom Rocharz and it was fun and we just kind of caught up on everything with each other and we both agreed that boys are confusing haha
I'm very glad I have the friends I have i.e. Lisa, Jeff, Andy, Lynne, Birda Jackie etc.
they always seem to be there for me, even if I piss them off or make them uncomfortable. I feel like as I get closer and more trustworthy friends and as I grow older I'm much more comfortable with myself and things that are just how life is. Sometimes I might be too comfortable :P
I feel like I dont hang out with some of my friends enough cause, ya, I hang out with jeff allll the time, but I've really fallen for him (how many x have you hear THAT before) but I think he really cares about me which is......
good
its just that my friends and I seem to have opposite schedules for the most part and I don't think most of them want to try to hang out AFTER I get out from work, jeff usually just wants to come over anyway so he does.
ONE thing I really really hate, that gets me so MAD I really could stab someone to death and makes me cry actually is the fact that most of my friends parents mistreat them and have, forever. I can't stand it and it makes me want to be a psychologist/assassin to solve all their problems cause I can't stand seeing people I truly care about in emotional pain. It's fucking ridiculous. Why did I get the only decent parents? although my sister is a good example of where they fucked up and shes going to be a horrible parent someday and I wish she would move out of the state far far away so I dont have to deal with her and so that my mom doesnt throw up from being stressed out :D
I swear to god if she fux up her relationship with her bf i will never forgive her and she will never move out.
I think that's enough journal-ing for now
<3 merry
p.s. we should go to the beach so we can call feel overweight and overheated together XD but we wont care cause its the flipping beach and we are pretty