Go on without me, I've *sob* had a good life...

Aug 25, 2003 16:06

I'm a reverse hypochondriac. Instead of having funny problems and running of to the doctor insisting that I get medicated, I have funny little problems and sit in my room and refuse to go to the doctor because I am imagining all the horrible things that might be wrong!

When I had that weird lump in my abdomen, I thought, "Well, you know, I could have cancer. And that would mean surgery. And chemo. And needles. And IV's. So, I would rather sit in my room and slowly die."

RIght now I have a headache. I have had this headache for 1 whole week. It isn't consistant, but its always there at some level of painfulness. So who knows? Maybe I have brain cancer! Maybe I am about to have an aneurysm(sp?)!!

Oma made an appointment for tomorrow, which means i will be poked and prodded, and my worst fear is that they will want to do an MRI, and in that case, I WOULD rather die, because they stick you in that freaking hole for 45 minutes!

It's 100 in the shade here...not that it has anything to do with getting an MRI, as most hospitals I have been into have AC :P

Oma doesn't want me driving home by myself with these headaches...I don't want them coming with me. I don't want to take the bus/train/ I don't want to fly.

I want my open road adventure, damn it!!!!
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