Vicious cycle...
Such a vicious cycle...breakups are never easy, but I've been single since beginning of October, and still adjusting. The emotions are on a constant rollercoaster, but then they have been since 04. I'm tired of being haunted by my past and the actions I've done thats wrought so much pain upon others. Some ppl like to keep bringing the past up, and when they do, I just start breaking down and crying because of the guilt and pain. Yes, I'm fully aware that I was a complete, cold, heartless bitch, but that was then, and this is now. I wish to move on and learn from my experiences, so I'm not repeating any in future relationships. I'm tired of stressing out over the past...I believe I'm entitled to a fresh, new start this year, no? Or perhaps the pain will come back tenfold in another form, since I don't really believe in karma...who knows...*sigh*
On a brighter note, I'm going to see Shinedown, Seether, Hail Storm and Flyleaf in Philly on Feb. 24 (friday)...tickets are $22. I'm trying to get a group going, so IM me (sn = merricksy) and lmk if you're interested. I've already seen Seether live, and they are awesome :) As I've said before, its Kurt Cobain with red hair!
On a brighter note, I'm going to see Shinedown, Seether, Hail Storm and Flyleaf in Philly on Feb. 24 (friday)...tickets are $22. I'm trying to get a group going, so IM me (sn = merricksy) and lmk if you're interested. I've already seen Seether live, and they are awesome :) As I've said before, its Kurt Cobain with red hair!