The Aggression of My Sexual Fantasies
Interesting to note, I no longer masturbate to the images of vanilla sex. It's all kinky sex and aggression.
I'm not sure when this change occurred, and I'm not mourning the change in fantasies, as a matter of fact, I'm relishing it. I masturbated to my fetishes before I became involved in the local BDSM community, but since, I suppose, my reality, the actual possibilities, and the acting out of my fantasies seems to have let my imagination flourish.
I masturbate enthusiastically to fantasies that made me nervous to think about at the onset of my kink journey. Opening the doors in my mind, and breaking down my internals walls has enabled me to be more authentically myself in reality, fantasy, and my dreams.
I'm not sure when this change occurred, and I'm not mourning the change in fantasies, as a matter of fact, I'm relishing it. I masturbated to my fetishes before I became involved in the local BDSM community, but since, I suppose, my reality, the actual possibilities, and the acting out of my fantasies seems to have let my imagination flourish.
I masturbate enthusiastically to fantasies that made me nervous to think about at the onset of my kink journey. Opening the doors in my mind, and breaking down my internals walls has enabled me to be more authentically myself in reality, fantasy, and my dreams.