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This banana muffin is rather bitter and mealy tasting... I don't think I want to keep eating it.
There's practically no one online right now, or in chat, which I really don't care about due to recent events...
Matthew came down but only for a couple minutes to find out where everyone was. Then I guess he went back upstairs... I figured he'd at least eat some food and stick around for a little while. This is the first time I've seen him all after noon since I came down hours ago. I feel lonely all of a sudden.
At least mom is going to get Lise...
So, for those of you who don't know, we moved to michigan a few months ago.
I'm finaly registered for school, I start in the Winter, I believe January.
Matthew's still looking for a job. We're running out of money, which isn't making it any easier to find an apartment. He's going to apply at walmart again soon, the one on 9th st. is being converted into a Super, so it sounds promising. I just hope it works out this time. We've talked on ocasion about the possibility of him going back to minnesota to get his job back. But that could mean he'd be there for a long while, possibly until after i'm done with school. I don't like the idea of being separated. I know my parents went through it when mom came over here for school, but I don't know if I could handle it. It would also be a lot harder for me to get an apartment on just my income which means i'd be stuck in this two story, unexessable house for several more years. I don't think I could handle that either. I just don't know what to think anymore. I try to be positive and not let my anxiety and my fears get me depressed, but it's so hard not to worry when there's already been so many let downs.
There's practically no one online right now, or in chat, which I really don't care about due to recent events...
Matthew came down but only for a couple minutes to find out where everyone was. Then I guess he went back upstairs... I figured he'd at least eat some food and stick around for a little while. This is the first time I've seen him all after noon since I came down hours ago. I feel lonely all of a sudden.
At least mom is going to get Lise...
So, for those of you who don't know, we moved to michigan a few months ago.
I'm finaly registered for school, I start in the Winter, I believe January.
Matthew's still looking for a job. We're running out of money, which isn't making it any easier to find an apartment. He's going to apply at walmart again soon, the one on 9th st. is being converted into a Super, so it sounds promising. I just hope it works out this time. We've talked on ocasion about the possibility of him going back to minnesota to get his job back. But that could mean he'd be there for a long while, possibly until after i'm done with school. I don't like the idea of being separated. I know my parents went through it when mom came over here for school, but I don't know if I could handle it. It would also be a lot harder for me to get an apartment on just my income which means i'd be stuck in this two story, unexessable house for several more years. I don't think I could handle that either. I just don't know what to think anymore. I try to be positive and not let my anxiety and my fears get me depressed, but it's so hard not to worry when there's already been so many let downs.