Nov 13, 2008 23:26
one
once you try to make a moment last a bit longer, you lose it.. nothing's eternal. an image comes to my mind.. 2 men with completely different lives. one was a musician. not famous.. in his regular searces for inspiration he did stupid things, made mistakes.. but he was rather happy with it. it brought colour to his life.. this man died in a car crash when he was 32.. the other man, i'm thinking of was an industrious businessman. he worked really hard to buy himself a car, a house.. but he still didn't manage to buy happiness. he died at the age of 54 of a heart attack.. i mean, it's only one time that you live.. appreciate every single second as if it was the last one, cause you never know..
two
move out of my fucking way!
three
sleep is the most annoying thing.. why do we have to sleep that much time? i always feel like shit when do not get enough sleep.. i know i could work on something. i know there are so many books for me to read, so many movies to watch, so much music to listen to.. but all i have to do is to lay down and close my eyes. it's thanks to my rebelous heart and sick imagination that i go to sleep only when i can't help it. but everything changes when i'm not alone.
four
love will tear us apart.. your insides on the floor.. i can see your stomach down there. with my left eye i touch your silent heart. i wish my hands didn't fly off that far and i could give you a loving hug.. your nose looks even better lying in blood.. the power of love has made us happy..
I would greatly appreciate your comments if there were any..
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