Calming down
I'm still working on formating this thing so it will look how I want it to look, but for now this is fine. I have yet to begin studying for my test tomorrow but I will... I promise... probably.. No, for real, I will study! Just not yet..
I've been sitting at this computer WAY too long today; my neck is starting to hurt. I guess it would be a fair assessment to say that the day went fairly well. I have a bunch of stuff to get done for Psi Chi, though.. Who knew things would be this crazy even in the summer. Next week I am going to be taking the GRE. I am really NOT looking forward to this. I feel like my entire future rests on this exam.. I know that isn't an accurate assessment but I just feel all the stress. It's so important to me to do well and I have put all this effort into practicing.. I just hope it goes my way. How well I do on the GREs will determine whether or not I apply to law school. If I do poorly, I will apply because I know I can get into law school and I don't have the confidence about Ph.D. programs in clinical psych. However, if I do great then I probably won't apply to law school. I know once I get my applications in around October/November I will feel better because at least it will be done and there will be nothing else I can do.
My friend Tricia is coming to visit in 1 week!!!!!!! YAYAYAAYAYYYYYY! I'm so excited! We always have soo much fun together!! I'm not sure what all we will do but whatever it is, it's going to be great! YAYAAYAYYYYYYYYYY!!!! I just will have to keep thinking about that when I start feeling depressed over the GREs.
I'm starting to wind down for the evening.. I got kind of hyper a couple of hours ago but I am calming down.. Getting kinda sleepy as well. I really wish I could snuggle with my bf right now. I miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! I like just laying there with him and feeling all warm and safe.. I'm becoming more "ok" with the fact that our relationship is moving slowly. I know in the end it will work out the way it is suppose to. This feels a lot more natural compared to some other relationships I have had. Mmm *snuggle*
I've been sitting at this computer WAY too long today; my neck is starting to hurt. I guess it would be a fair assessment to say that the day went fairly well. I have a bunch of stuff to get done for Psi Chi, though.. Who knew things would be this crazy even in the summer. Next week I am going to be taking the GRE. I am really NOT looking forward to this. I feel like my entire future rests on this exam.. I know that isn't an accurate assessment but I just feel all the stress. It's so important to me to do well and I have put all this effort into practicing.. I just hope it goes my way. How well I do on the GREs will determine whether or not I apply to law school. If I do poorly, I will apply because I know I can get into law school and I don't have the confidence about Ph.D. programs in clinical psych. However, if I do great then I probably won't apply to law school. I know once I get my applications in around October/November I will feel better because at least it will be done and there will be nothing else I can do.
My friend Tricia is coming to visit in 1 week!!!!!!! YAYAYAAYAYYYYYY! I'm so excited! We always have soo much fun together!! I'm not sure what all we will do but whatever it is, it's going to be great! YAYAAYAYYYYYYYYYY!!!! I just will have to keep thinking about that when I start feeling depressed over the GREs.
I'm starting to wind down for the evening.. I got kind of hyper a couple of hours ago but I am calming down.. Getting kinda sleepy as well. I really wish I could snuggle with my bf right now. I miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! I like just laying there with him and feeling all warm and safe.. I'm becoming more "ok" with the fact that our relationship is moving slowly. I know in the end it will work out the way it is suppose to. This feels a lot more natural compared to some other relationships I have had. Mmm *snuggle*