Week 19 - Late Sunday Night - 1/4/04

[merna_walters]

Merry comes back from Freida's room and starts to head towards Peri's room, then turns to head to the boys' wing. The little piskey knocks on Ash's door.

((Ok there will be some smut towards the end of this, read at your own risk.))

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[studentsatyr]

Ash opens the door, gives Merry a smile and points down the hall in the direction of the lounge. He comes out of the room with two packets of 'nitetime' hot chocolate. "Would you like some hot chocolate? This kind has low caffine so it's good at night."

[merna_walters]

Merry nods and signs Sure. She looks about for where to sit and picks comfy sofa. Have I done something wrong? No, its just something hard for him to bring up. Like me doing something wrong... Merry watches Ash nerviously.

[studentsatyr]

Ash makes the hot chocolate, putting mugs of water in the microwave and adding a dash of milk to the mix once it’s hot. I don’t want to hurt her. But I am what I am. I don’t think I can do wht Freida has done for Spindle - I’m not that strong. Which reminds me - need to talk to her and see if she’s mad at me. Later. Concentrate, Ash. One discussion at a time.

Ash carefully hands Merry a hot chocolate, then sits himself on a big comfy chair opposite her. He sips from his own mug, then licks the foam from his lips. Enough stalling - this isn’t going to get any easier. He puts his mug on a table by his chair.

He speaks and signs, “I love you. I am a satyr.” The signing mostly drops off as he starts speaking off the top of his head. “Your kiss earlier - it was amazing. Wonderful. Passionate. And really arousing for me. You really turn me on. Which I like, but after that I had to go do something about it. Um, just was me, not with anyone else. Which is part of what I want to talk to you about. I know it’s your first

[merna_walters]

Merry really pays attention to what Ash says, and her expression mirrors his. After a moment of silence she starts to sign, then decides to grab and hold Ash's hand. "You have always made sure I knew you are a satyr. I've thought about this too, even talked to Freida and Tommy Lee. I don't want you to change. And I don't want to stop kissing you."

Merry gives his hand a hard squeeze, "Ash, I love you. I don't think I could change that any more than you could change being a satyr. I think I can be ok with you seeing others, I mean you and Peri are," Merry makes up a sign first the one for sex and the next for friends. "Tommy Lee said fuckbuddies. I don't think that bothers me, what I'm scared, no worried about is I don't want to go to a party with you and be left there. I don't want to watch you kissing Peri. It would just make me want to be kissing you... but out of sight, I think I can be ok."

Merry starts to pause, to let this sink in, then speaks again, "I've been wondering, what comes after kissing."

[studentsatyr]

Ash hadn’t even realized he’d been tense, but with Merry’s assurance, he can feel himself relax. At Merrys question, he can even feel himself smile. “Well, lots of things can. But for us, now... I think we need to get comfortable with each other, to caress and touch each other. Snuggling. And when you’re ready, snuggling and touching with your skin against mine.” Ash winks at Merry. “There’s just enough room in this chair for two.”

[merna_walters]

Merry smiles and joins Ash in the chair. "Snuggling I can do, I'm not even worried about not knowing what to do." Merry turns to nuzzle Ash's cheek. "Don't you mean skin to fur?" Merry wiggles in, to sort of get next to Ash and find comfy place to see his face from. "You know I think you and Peri is a good idea, cause well I trust her, she cares about you. She wouldn't want to hurt either of us."

[studentsatyr]

Ash leans forward to nuzzle Merry’s cheek in return, then moves so she can see his lips. “Skin to fur and skin to skin,” he says with a smile. He runs his fingertips down her arm. “I’m glad Peri is okay. She's important to me, though I’m not in love with her. “Travis, there might have been something, but we’re just friends. Very occasional fuckbuddies. He says he’s straight, so I guess he’s done it as a favor to a freind. Galatea,” Ash smiles. “Well, we’re both satyrs. And freinds.” He gives Merry a wry smile. “Okay, that was my being honest with you. I can’t think of anyone else that I’m likely to end up in bed with.” He gives Merry a squeeze with his arm. “But you are the one I am in love with, my beautiful lady.”

[merna_walters]

Ash's fingers raise goosebumps on Merry's arm. Merry gives Ash a tender soft kiss on the check, "I love you and offically you are one of the hottest boys at school, but trying to understand you, I spent some time thinking about who else is cute. It's just like looking at art, but you, I really want to know you, what you think, how you feel."

Merry leans in and puts her hands behind Ash's neck, "I trust you, don't be affraid to try something, I'll stop you if I don't like something, I just don't really know what to ask for yet. I mean I love kissing you, and I didn't know what to do at first with that."

[studentsatyr]

Ash's fingers raise goosebumps on Merry's arm. Merry gives Ash a tender soft kiss on the check, "I love you and offically you are one of the hottest boys at school, but trying to understand you, I spent some time thinking about who else is cute. It's just like looking at art, but you, I really want to know you, what you think, how you feel."

Ash smiles at Merry. “I’m flattered. I know there are better-looking guys at school than me. But I think we agree - there’s more to people then looks. I’m a satyr - I can be shallow and drool over someone just because they look good. But for a more than a fling, it’s what’s inside that really counts.”

Merry leans in and puts her hands behind Ash's neck, "I trust you, don't be affraid to try something, I'll stop you if I don't like something, I just don't really know what to ask for yet. I mean I love kissing you, and I didn't know what to do at first with that."Ash nods. “How about you sit on my lap, put a leg on either side of my body so you can face me. Then you can see me and it’s easy

[merna_walters]

Merry shifts to stradle Ash's lap and give him kiss before leaning back so she can see his face. "Its sort of exciting to not know what I'm doing. I mean when I was little every new skill I learned in gymnastics was like huge, like magic, but after a while you are just building on what you know how to do, adding things together. It is not new." The whole time Merry is examining Ash's face and as she finishes she runs a finger along one of his horns. Merry leans in to kiss him before he could say anything in response.

[studentsatyr]

Ash watches Merry, with a bout of running his eyes down Merry and back up to her face. When she kisses him, his hands end up on her shoulders, then slide slowly down her body to her buttocks.

[merna_walters]

Merry's breath catches and leans futher into the kiss as Ash's hand reach her bum. Her arms pulling her closer to satyr, as she shifts her wieght on his lap.

[studentsatyr]

Ash's hands slide down, caress her curves. He tries to gage her reactions while he feels himself grow more aroused.

[merna_walters]

Merry leans into the kiss, coincidentally giving Ash acces to the curves and muscles of her rear and thighs, pressing her chest into his. After while longer she breaks the kiss, smiling but breathing quicker.

[studentsatyr]

Ash's hands cup her rear as she kisses, sliding out from underneath as she settles back down after kissing him. Ash smiles at Merry, his hands following her body, up her hips and then to her stomach.

[merna_walters]

Merry lets go of Ash to sign, My heart is racing. Then she pauses looking at Ash, It is nice.