*please fix this broken heart*
*sigh*
i dont even know nemore... i guess i just give up on careing, or i guess ill continue to try not careing about anything but we all know how horrible i am at pretending ... i just wish i didnt have to pretend to be happy when all i want to do is fucking kill myself
i am so tired of people using the word love lightly. u dont just throw it around like a pillow. it is a fucking strong real feeling that many people dont get to feel....
*sigh* i really dont know
i dont even know nemore... i guess i just give up on careing, or i guess ill continue to try not careing about anything but we all know how horrible i am at pretending ... i just wish i didnt have to pretend to be happy when all i want to do is fucking kill myself
i am so tired of people using the word love lightly. u dont just throw it around like a pillow. it is a fucking strong real feeling that many people dont get to feel....
*sigh* i really dont know