*I am Captivated*
im in penn still and everyone is gone except for john stephen and isaac and there in the basement so i am upstairs listening to dashboard and this song is the first song me and john heard together and... i love dashboard and holy crap this song is the best song ever to make out to! neways... i know u guys probally dont want to hear about me and john nemore but omg! i am so in love with him its scary. I know that i could give myself to him totally and that is scary because i dont want to put myself in a place to get hurt. I have never had a guy treat me like he does. when i hear his voice i get butterflies, when im in his arms i feel safe, when i talk to him on the phone i want nothing more then to be with him always. when i am with him i hope that time will stop and i will live the rest of my life in his arms. not always talking but just to feel him by me.
yeah this is really gay but after all we have been through i can see myself with him forever... yeah im 16 but i know what i want.
it sucks cause his parents still hate me over the rachel thing... :( but maybe one day they wont and we can finally "go out" with the lable. not that it matters. he is upset that i am here cause of the history i have with one of the people but its ok cause i would never be able to do or be with anyone else when all i can think about it him.
sorry to anyone who gets annoyed by this but dont read it if u dont want to hear it.
** i am so tired of seeing people going to the movies or just walking around holding hands or people kissing and wishing it was me with john. i feel like such a looser!**
**Monica**
Angel Of Mine
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showerd me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine
You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm shakin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
yeah this is really gay but after all we have been through i can see myself with him forever... yeah im 16 but i know what i want.
it sucks cause his parents still hate me over the rachel thing... :( but maybe one day they wont and we can finally "go out" with the lable. not that it matters. he is upset that i am here cause of the history i have with one of the people but its ok cause i would never be able to do or be with anyone else when all i can think about it him.
sorry to anyone who gets annoyed by this but dont read it if u dont want to hear it.
** i am so tired of seeing people going to the movies or just walking around holding hands or people kissing and wishing it was me with john. i feel like such a looser!**
**Monica**
Angel Of Mine
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showerd me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine
You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm shakin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine