*she put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger*
im at my grandparents house and then i am going to winnie and courtneys aunts house... we have been hanging out alot lately and it has been really fun! this break has been ok. i need to move on from john cause we always end up in fights. i have feelings for him but not like they used to be. i get jealous when he hangs out with other girls and i know i shouldnt. i hate feeling this way when it is my fault that we are the way we are now. GAW!
i want to drink but i am not going to because i dont want to get in YET AGAIN another argument with john. i am tired of all the pussy shit arguments we get in and i hate being frustrated with him. i mean dont get me wronge. it isnt always bad. we have fun but we do tend to fight alot. i know he still has feelings for me and i know i have feelings for him but, i dont know it is worth fighting ALL THE TIME!
well im done bitching... i just hope i can get over my bitchyiness and jealousy stuff
OH YEAH I GOT PUT ON ADORALL TODAY... ADD IT TO THE LIST OF THINGS WRONG WITH ME!
i want to drink but i am not going to because i dont want to get in YET AGAIN another argument with john. i am tired of all the pussy shit arguments we get in and i hate being frustrated with him. i mean dont get me wronge. it isnt always bad. we have fun but we do tend to fight alot. i know he still has feelings for me and i know i have feelings for him but, i dont know it is worth fighting ALL THE TIME!
well im done bitching... i just hope i can get over my bitchyiness and jealousy stuff
OH YEAH I GOT PUT ON ADORALL TODAY... ADD IT TO THE LIST OF THINGS WRONG WITH ME!