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Im so frustrated with skewl and people and life in general. i am so fed up with the new quest kids. they act like they fucking own the skewl and then they go and get our privaleges taken away. if they get our wed. lunch privaleges taken i will have a few choice words for them.
I am tired of this whole not having any motivation to do any work. it sucks alot!
I dont think i am ever going to get another boyfriend because of how this last one ended. I dont want one right now and it seems anything i do i end up hurting someone and i hate hurting people. i cant help what i feel and i just dont want to be with him... or neone for that matter. i should be having fun. im 16 in highschool and i should be having fun with relationships not always wondering where the next hurt will come from. dont get me wrong, it wasnt all bad. we had fun on alot of things we were able to relate... but i cant do it nemore.
*sigh*
i think i am going to see branden play at fuel on sat. night! wo0t! lol neways
well im gunna go call ryan see if he can cheer my "emo" self up!
I am tired of this whole not having any motivation to do any work. it sucks alot!
I dont think i am ever going to get another boyfriend because of how this last one ended. I dont want one right now and it seems anything i do i end up hurting someone and i hate hurting people. i cant help what i feel and i just dont want to be with him... or neone for that matter. i should be having fun. im 16 in highschool and i should be having fun with relationships not always wondering where the next hurt will come from. dont get me wrong, it wasnt all bad. we had fun on alot of things we were able to relate... but i cant do it nemore.
*sigh*
i think i am going to see branden play at fuel on sat. night! wo0t! lol neways
well im gunna go call ryan see if he can cheer my "emo" self up!