Jun 08, 2004 11:36
ok so i havent updated in a long ass time... but my computer is messed up AGAIN but im on brittneys so i can update as long as im here. i have worked alot and havent got paied yet... kinda pissed about that. i better get paid tomorrow or i am going to say something. neways, i have been thinking alot... u know i tend to do that, but i have decided i really need to stop cause i just keep gettin upset about all of it. I really wish that i didnt have feelings. i wish that i didnt like guys... no that doesnt mean i want to be a lesbo but it means that i just wish that i didnt like guys and feel like this. i think i should be happy for what happened but then again it hurts that he is hurting... but u know there isnt much i can do about it, so here i am again...
neways
so annelissa left and thats sad cause it was so much fun shopping with her and hanging out but i have good news.. i think me and dad and isaac and annika and ben ( yea i could have said the whole family minus mom) are going to england next summer or during the skewl year!!!!! omg i would die! it would be beyond kewl!
this is for that one person... i love u more then u know... and im so sorry that ur hurting, follow ur heart and do what u feel is right... u know who u are!