poems
OMG! so ok i used to be really like depressed rite.. and i kept to myself.. well during that time i wrote poems to cope.. i was looking back through them and omg its so freaky.. i had no idea i was that bad.. here is lil parts from some of them...
"life goes by in a blur so many ppl to help so many ppl to hurt...."
"sometimes i wonder if i'm aloud to love one of them.. or even to pretend that i fit in"
"looking back on the past 3 years im drownding in a sea of tears and running away from all my fears"
"now im second guessing myself and dealing with a shit load of guilt"
"3 happy days is all i promised 3 happy days is all i will accomplish"
"i wish i didnt have to lie"
"it seems like a game we are constantly playing and the years are constantly fading.."
"dont worry happiness will be here in a hurry as soon as i remove my self from this world. It's time for me to go now before my eyes get blurry. Dont worry i'll be gone by tomorrow morning"
ok yeah that freaks me out just a bit.. first of all most of these are out of poems about a guy...second.. my closest friends were gettn scared and they said that i needed to stop but i didnt even listen... ok so... now im just really confused and lost and freakd out.. and OMG! i just dont get it.. no guy is worth that.. specially one that doesnt even know u exist!
"life goes by in a blur so many ppl to help so many ppl to hurt...."
"sometimes i wonder if i'm aloud to love one of them.. or even to pretend that i fit in"
"looking back on the past 3 years im drownding in a sea of tears and running away from all my fears"
"now im second guessing myself and dealing with a shit load of guilt"
"3 happy days is all i promised 3 happy days is all i will accomplish"
"i wish i didnt have to lie"
"it seems like a game we are constantly playing and the years are constantly fading.."
"dont worry happiness will be here in a hurry as soon as i remove my self from this world. It's time for me to go now before my eyes get blurry. Dont worry i'll be gone by tomorrow morning"
ok yeah that freaks me out just a bit.. first of all most of these are out of poems about a guy...second.. my closest friends were gettn scared and they said that i needed to stop but i didnt even listen... ok so... now im just really confused and lost and freakd out.. and OMG! i just dont get it.. no guy is worth that.. specially one that doesnt even know u exist!