Kal (7/36 + Epilogue)
Title: Kal
Fandom: Harry Potter
Summary: Ten years ago Lily and James Potter's only son Harry went missing, Five years ago Lucius and Severus Malfoy Snape adopted a ten year old boy with bright green eyes. In the present day Sirius Black finds himself caught up in a love affair with fifteen year old Kal... It's just an exploson waiting to happen.
Warnings: Swearing, underage sex, underage drinking, smoking, drugs references, violence
Pairings: Sirius Black/Harry Potter, Lucius Malfoy/Severus Snape, James Potter/Lily Evans-Potter, James Potter/Remus Lupin,
Dreams
"Stay with me Harry, we'll just go and pick up these books for Mummy and then we'll go and buy you your broom okay?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Good boy." The man with black hair and glasses smiled at him and he grinned back, then his Daddy took his hand and led him into the bookshop.
Kal woke up, his sheets were tangled around him but he didn't care. What the hell had that dream been about? He grabbed his dream journal and scribbled down what he'd just seen in his mind, then he sketched the man he'd been with. Kal knew the kid was him…and the man… he'd called him Daddy… was it possible that this man was his biological father? He seemed to love Kal a lot so what had happened after that for Kal to lose his memory? Although Kal had often thought about his biological parents he had reached the conclusion that they were abusive, because of the nightmares he had about being beaten up, but this man didn't seem abusive… he seemed friendly… happy. And the man had called him Harry, was that his real name? Kal sighed, he wished he knew all the answers, shoving the book back under his pillow Kal rolled over and tried to get some more sleep.
"Hello my beautiful little boy!" A red headed woman smiled, she was holding a big cake and put it on the table, "Happy birthday sweetheart, you're five now aren't you? So grown up! What do you want for your birthday then?"
"A broom! A broom!"
The woman laughed, "Okay then, a broom it is. Daddy'll take you shopping for one in a few days. But today we'll stay here and have a party! Padfoot and Moony are coming, and Neville, Ron and all the Weasley's."
"Yey!" Harry… or was it Kal?... yelled happily, "Where's Daddy?"
"He's just gone to drop some papers up at the office and remind your Uncle Padfoot what day it is." Mummy, because that's who she had to be, laughed.
"Silly Uncle Padfoot." He giggled.
"Yes… he is rather." She smiled.
Kal sat up and glanced at the clock, it was now nearly ten in the morning and so, after writing his dream down, he got dressed and headed down stairs. Lucius was sat in the kitchen drinking coffee and reading the paper. "Oh hello, and what brings you downstairs before midday?" He teased his son who just looked at him blankly, "Everything okay?" Lucius asked, putting down the paper.
"I had these dreams." Kal muttered.
"Bad ones?" Lucius stood up and led Kal into the living room, sitting him on the sofa.
Kal shook his head, "No… they were nice… There was this man, with glasses, he was my dad and he was taking me shopping for a broom, and then there was a woman, and it was my birthday and she was talking about who was coming to my party."
"You think they were your biological parents?" Lucius asked.
"Well I called them Mummy and Daddy… I was about five in the memories… why would they give me up? Why would they take away my memories Father? They seemed to love me…"
"I don't know Son, maybe they had no choice." Lucius said, hugging Kal tight, he knew discussing the past was difficult for the teenager. "I'm so confused." Kal muttered, Lucius said nothing, instead he stroked his son's hair.
~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~
Sirius woke up on Remus' sofa at one in the afternoon the next day, he could hear the werewolf moving around in the kitchen and so pulled himself up, moving the duvet that had been draped over him onto the floor, and headed through. "Good Afternoon." Remus said, he was washing up and didn't turn to face Sirius, "Cup of tea?" The werewolf asked.
"Please." Sirius said, frowing as Remus continued to face away from him, Remus gave a small nod, filling the kettle. "Are you okay?" Sirius asked. Remus turned around, his eyes were bloodshot. "Shit Remmie, what's up?" Sirius asked, leaping to his feet and rushing over to the man, Remus opened his mouth to say something but instead just burst into tears, Sirius pulled the werewolf close and flicked the kettle off again before leading the man through into the living room. He sat them both down on the sofa he had been sleeping on. "What happened? Is it James?" The name seemed to make Remus cry even harder and Sirius winced, James better not have hurt him, Sirius would kill the man if he had.
"He… He…" Remus was gasping for breathe as he tried to explain to Sirius.
"Shh, It's okay. Tell me in a bit." Sirius whispered. He cast a few charms to summon two mugs of boiled water on a tray, along with tea bags, milk and sugar. Still holding onto Remus with one hand Sirius made the man a mug of tea, by the time he had finished Remus had stopped shaking with sobs. "Okay, so what happened?" Sirius asked.
"We had a row." Remus muttered,
Sirius resisted rolling his eyes, "And…?"
"And I told him I wasn't sure if I could be his other man any more… He asked if I was making him choose between him and Lily…" Remus said, fresh tears making their way down his cheeks. "I said I didn't know, but that I couldn't keep doing this."
"And what did Jay say?" Sirius asked, stroking a tear away from Remus' face.
"That he couldn't deal with this shit now and then he left." Remus whispered, "What have I done Sirius? What if he leaves me? I don't think I can live without him…"
"Oh Remmie." Sirius whispered, "He wont leave you, he loves you. Jay's just confused, that's all."
"He hates me." Remus whimpered, "I've lost him…"
Sirius sighed, "Mooy, don't be silly." He said softly. "Look, Just give him a little bit of time and then call him. Everything'll be fine."
"You think?" Remus asked quietly.
"Of course, and I'm always right." Sirius grinned, Remus a gave a tearful laugh and Sirius brushed the man's hair out of his face, "Just trust me okay?" He whispered, pressing a soft kiss to Remus' forehead before hugging him. Remus pulled back from the hug and looked at Sirius for a moment before he leant forwards and kissed him, wrapping his arms around Sirius, Sirius froze before relaxing slightly and opening his lips to give Remus' tongue entrance to his mouth, his hands moving to grab at clumps of Remus' hair. But it just felt wrong, this wasn't Kal… Sirius pulled back suddenly. "Rem…" He started, not sure what to say he looked around the room. James was stood in the doorway, a look of pure betrayal on his face, "Rem." Sirius said again, the werewolf had yet to notice James, "Everything'll be fine. You and Jay will be fine, don't even try and throw away what you could have together just because you're upset now." Sirius glanced back up at James who was now looking guilty rather than betrayed.
Remus was biting his lip, "Sorry." He muttered to Sirius, still unaware of James' presence.
"That's okay." Sirius said quietly, he moved off the sofa, "Well I'm starving, you want some food Mooy?" Remus nodded, still biting on his lip. "James?" Sirius asked making Remus' head shoot upwards, his eyes wide and fearful.
"Please." James said quietly, Sirius nodded and headed out of the room, squeezing James' shoulder as he passed. As he began to cook some pasta for them all he glanced through into the living room, James was perched on the edge of the sofa and he and Remus were talking quietly, James was holding Remus' hand and Sirius couldn't help but smile to himself, glad they were sorting out their problems.
~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~
Kal picked the newspaper off the table where it was balanced as Lucius made them both some tea and toast.
Twelve caught in death eater raid by top aurours Black and Potter.
Kal read and smiled slightly, he turned to page seven for the full story. He skimmed it quickly before sighing, it was quiet boring to be honest. He turned his attention to the photograph on the page, Sirius was in it, grinning at the camera and stood next to him was… "Oh Merlin."
"What?" Lucius asked, turning towards his son.
"That's him, that's the man from my dreams, the one I called Daddy… It's James Potter…"
Fandom: Harry Potter
Summary: Ten years ago Lily and James Potter's only son Harry went missing, Five years ago Lucius and Severus Malfoy Snape adopted a ten year old boy with bright green eyes. In the present day Sirius Black finds himself caught up in a love affair with fifteen year old Kal... It's just an exploson waiting to happen.
Warnings: Swearing, underage sex, underage drinking, smoking, drugs references, violence
Pairings: Sirius Black/Harry Potter, Lucius Malfoy/Severus Snape, James Potter/Lily Evans-Potter, James Potter/Remus Lupin,
Dreams
"Stay with me Harry, we'll just go and pick up these books for Mummy and then we'll go and buy you your broom okay?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Good boy." The man with black hair and glasses smiled at him and he grinned back, then his Daddy took his hand and led him into the bookshop.
Kal woke up, his sheets were tangled around him but he didn't care. What the hell had that dream been about? He grabbed his dream journal and scribbled down what he'd just seen in his mind, then he sketched the man he'd been with. Kal knew the kid was him…and the man… he'd called him Daddy… was it possible that this man was his biological father? He seemed to love Kal a lot so what had happened after that for Kal to lose his memory? Although Kal had often thought about his biological parents he had reached the conclusion that they were abusive, because of the nightmares he had about being beaten up, but this man didn't seem abusive… he seemed friendly… happy. And the man had called him Harry, was that his real name? Kal sighed, he wished he knew all the answers, shoving the book back under his pillow Kal rolled over and tried to get some more sleep.
"Hello my beautiful little boy!" A red headed woman smiled, she was holding a big cake and put it on the table, "Happy birthday sweetheart, you're five now aren't you? So grown up! What do you want for your birthday then?"
"A broom! A broom!"
The woman laughed, "Okay then, a broom it is. Daddy'll take you shopping for one in a few days. But today we'll stay here and have a party! Padfoot and Moony are coming, and Neville, Ron and all the Weasley's."
"Yey!" Harry… or was it Kal?... yelled happily, "Where's Daddy?"
"He's just gone to drop some papers up at the office and remind your Uncle Padfoot what day it is." Mummy, because that's who she had to be, laughed.
"Silly Uncle Padfoot." He giggled.
"Yes… he is rather." She smiled.
Kal sat up and glanced at the clock, it was now nearly ten in the morning and so, after writing his dream down, he got dressed and headed down stairs. Lucius was sat in the kitchen drinking coffee and reading the paper. "Oh hello, and what brings you downstairs before midday?" He teased his son who just looked at him blankly, "Everything okay?" Lucius asked, putting down the paper.
"I had these dreams." Kal muttered.
"Bad ones?" Lucius stood up and led Kal into the living room, sitting him on the sofa.
Kal shook his head, "No… they were nice… There was this man, with glasses, he was my dad and he was taking me shopping for a broom, and then there was a woman, and it was my birthday and she was talking about who was coming to my party."
"You think they were your biological parents?" Lucius asked.
"Well I called them Mummy and Daddy… I was about five in the memories… why would they give me up? Why would they take away my memories Father? They seemed to love me…"
"I don't know Son, maybe they had no choice." Lucius said, hugging Kal tight, he knew discussing the past was difficult for the teenager. "I'm so confused." Kal muttered, Lucius said nothing, instead he stroked his son's hair.
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Sirius woke up on Remus' sofa at one in the afternoon the next day, he could hear the werewolf moving around in the kitchen and so pulled himself up, moving the duvet that had been draped over him onto the floor, and headed through. "Good Afternoon." Remus said, he was washing up and didn't turn to face Sirius, "Cup of tea?" The werewolf asked.
"Please." Sirius said, frowing as Remus continued to face away from him, Remus gave a small nod, filling the kettle. "Are you okay?" Sirius asked. Remus turned around, his eyes were bloodshot. "Shit Remmie, what's up?" Sirius asked, leaping to his feet and rushing over to the man, Remus opened his mouth to say something but instead just burst into tears, Sirius pulled the werewolf close and flicked the kettle off again before leading the man through into the living room. He sat them both down on the sofa he had been sleeping on. "What happened? Is it James?" The name seemed to make Remus cry even harder and Sirius winced, James better not have hurt him, Sirius would kill the man if he had.
"He… He…" Remus was gasping for breathe as he tried to explain to Sirius.
"Shh, It's okay. Tell me in a bit." Sirius whispered. He cast a few charms to summon two mugs of boiled water on a tray, along with tea bags, milk and sugar. Still holding onto Remus with one hand Sirius made the man a mug of tea, by the time he had finished Remus had stopped shaking with sobs. "Okay, so what happened?" Sirius asked.
"We had a row." Remus muttered,
Sirius resisted rolling his eyes, "And…?"
"And I told him I wasn't sure if I could be his other man any more… He asked if I was making him choose between him and Lily…" Remus said, fresh tears making their way down his cheeks. "I said I didn't know, but that I couldn't keep doing this."
"And what did Jay say?" Sirius asked, stroking a tear away from Remus' face.
"That he couldn't deal with this shit now and then he left." Remus whispered, "What have I done Sirius? What if he leaves me? I don't think I can live without him…"
"Oh Remmie." Sirius whispered, "He wont leave you, he loves you. Jay's just confused, that's all."
"He hates me." Remus whimpered, "I've lost him…"
Sirius sighed, "Mooy, don't be silly." He said softly. "Look, Just give him a little bit of time and then call him. Everything'll be fine."
"You think?" Remus asked quietly.
"Of course, and I'm always right." Sirius grinned, Remus a gave a tearful laugh and Sirius brushed the man's hair out of his face, "Just trust me okay?" He whispered, pressing a soft kiss to Remus' forehead before hugging him. Remus pulled back from the hug and looked at Sirius for a moment before he leant forwards and kissed him, wrapping his arms around Sirius, Sirius froze before relaxing slightly and opening his lips to give Remus' tongue entrance to his mouth, his hands moving to grab at clumps of Remus' hair. But it just felt wrong, this wasn't Kal… Sirius pulled back suddenly. "Rem…" He started, not sure what to say he looked around the room. James was stood in the doorway, a look of pure betrayal on his face, "Rem." Sirius said again, the werewolf had yet to notice James, "Everything'll be fine. You and Jay will be fine, don't even try and throw away what you could have together just because you're upset now." Sirius glanced back up at James who was now looking guilty rather than betrayed.
Remus was biting his lip, "Sorry." He muttered to Sirius, still unaware of James' presence.
"That's okay." Sirius said quietly, he moved off the sofa, "Well I'm starving, you want some food Mooy?" Remus nodded, still biting on his lip. "James?" Sirius asked making Remus' head shoot upwards, his eyes wide and fearful.
"Please." James said quietly, Sirius nodded and headed out of the room, squeezing James' shoulder as he passed. As he began to cook some pasta for them all he glanced through into the living room, James was perched on the edge of the sofa and he and Remus were talking quietly, James was holding Remus' hand and Sirius couldn't help but smile to himself, glad they were sorting out their problems.
~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~HP~
Kal picked the newspaper off the table where it was balanced as Lucius made them both some tea and toast.
Twelve caught in death eater raid by top aurours Black and Potter.
Kal read and smiled slightly, he turned to page seven for the full story. He skimmed it quickly before sighing, it was quiet boring to be honest. He turned his attention to the photograph on the page, Sirius was in it, grinning at the camera and stood next to him was… "Oh Merlin."
"What?" Lucius asked, turning towards his son.
"That's him, that's the man from my dreams, the one I called Daddy… It's James Potter…"