i dont care if you care

[mermaidsrcsluts]

i sit here
trying to gather
all the thoughts
and ideas
which travelled
my mind
today

i wish there was something
you could hook up to your brain
that could allow you to create
in a solid art
all the things
you saw in your
mind

***

on a more firm and relatable front life has been swirling around me at an astounding speed while i spend most of my time working at turano bakery. not that i mind because i have made a few worthwhile purchases.
including this macbook i am currently working on.

i went to florida and all i could think about was how it appeared to be prehistoric. The density of the nature and slew of bugs made me think about a time when the whole world appeared to be a jungle and how man became part of it.

I realized all the sounds i never hear in Illinois and imagined everything that was making it and what they were doing and tried to extend that feeling out to the entire world.

it makes me think that we have completely lost touch with nature and the true origins of humanity. which may or may not be great thing. I like to think that i existed in that time and all others too. otherwise i get bummed on how much i may have missed out on.

***
The moon was orange and in the shape of a scythe last night
here on earth chemical reactions still amaze gods children
we look forward to a time
when we can understand
all that is and was
but
it still would not
be a feeling
greater than
existing
itself