blood thickens
corruption falls so ruthlessly upon your doorstep and you are powerless to stop it from entering yours walls. they heard us out like cattle. they dont let you get your shoes or you phone, just to take that much more power away. cant trust them, they eat your heart out for a living. there is so much change and its time for me to break down and say, i dont know where my center is, and i need time to set back and find it. a sinkhole has appeared in the place your pools of cool jade eyes were. slowly it fills back up to the level its saposed to be, and that life is revived. a lump comes up my throat everytime i recall holding you but i swallow it back down. i force myself to remember that it is the best for both of us right now.
maturity isnt measured in birthdays but everything else is. and for months now my age has been getting in the way of what i want and need to do, and for once it has actually benefited me. maybe.
jake tells me i will probably get drug court. i will flip. all for one fucking party.
flip out.
maturity isnt measured in birthdays but everything else is. and for months now my age has been getting in the way of what i want and need to do, and for once it has actually benefited me. maybe.
jake tells me i will probably get drug court. i will flip. all for one fucking party.
flip out.