Human Phlotsam
I have to write about him right now. Otherwise I think i will go completely and totally insane trying to keep this all in anymore.
I love him. I do. I knew it from the first minute I met him. He's so appealing yet such a creepola. He's my softball coach, yet hes one of my best friends. Yea sure he's 29, but then again i'll be 29 soon too.
*sighs*
i spent the night the other night at his house. It just happened to be convenient that way. a bunch of us were out late, and M and I (thats this guy im ranting about) decided to just crash at his place rather than have me drive further back to my place. Smart choice...
so spent the night at his house in his guest room - we stayed up until 230/3 talking about everything and anything. god hes great....i wish i could stop thinking this way though, hes my friend. one of my best friends now...and unfortunately/fortunately whichever way i look at it - i will be seeing him on a regular basis for the next consecutive 3-4 mos.
on another note, i am going out with D tomorrow for lunch at friendly's. kindof looking forward to it...kindof not...we'll see what transpires....
anyway...off to bed...im tired and i miss my friends D and L. Really wish they were around now, but will see them soon enough...
til next time
I love him. I do. I knew it from the first minute I met him. He's so appealing yet such a creepola. He's my softball coach, yet hes one of my best friends. Yea sure he's 29, but then again i'll be 29 soon too.
*sighs*
i spent the night the other night at his house. It just happened to be convenient that way. a bunch of us were out late, and M and I (thats this guy im ranting about) decided to just crash at his place rather than have me drive further back to my place. Smart choice...
so spent the night at his house in his guest room - we stayed up until 230/3 talking about everything and anything. god hes great....i wish i could stop thinking this way though, hes my friend. one of my best friends now...and unfortunately/fortunately whichever way i look at it - i will be seeing him on a regular basis for the next consecutive 3-4 mos.
on another note, i am going out with D tomorrow for lunch at friendly's. kindof looking forward to it...kindof not...we'll see what transpires....
anyway...off to bed...im tired and i miss my friends D and L. Really wish they were around now, but will see them soon enough...
til next time