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You make me strong
You gave me hidden strength I never would have had
I am on this path you paved for me because I truly want to be here, and I am beginning to own it.
I still love, still hurt. I will still fight his lies, still seek your voice in the dark.
You gave me vivid memories to hang onto in my deepest anguish. You gave me real friends right before the real storm started coming down.
I am still human and you still have to pursue me when I'm too weak to face my music and run for months at a time, but you gave me limitless love and have never abandoned me.
I am in pain, in deep pain and the pain in this broken world with broken people will feed me more pain and I will continue to break, but you will bolster me up, you will lift me from my despair as you have always done and even when I despair to point of deepest anguish and respond in anger towards you, you will sow seeds of peace in my soul.
I will follow you to the ends of the earth, because you are worth my pain.
You gave me hidden strength I never would have had
I am on this path you paved for me because I truly want to be here, and I am beginning to own it.
I still love, still hurt. I will still fight his lies, still seek your voice in the dark.
You gave me vivid memories to hang onto in my deepest anguish. You gave me real friends right before the real storm started coming down.
I am still human and you still have to pursue me when I'm too weak to face my music and run for months at a time, but you gave me limitless love and have never abandoned me.
I am in pain, in deep pain and the pain in this broken world with broken people will feed me more pain and I will continue to break, but you will bolster me up, you will lift me from my despair as you have always done and even when I despair to point of deepest anguish and respond in anger towards you, you will sow seeds of peace in my soul.
I will follow you to the ends of the earth, because you are worth my pain.