this is how we do
past relationships, and feelings have been hitting me in the face recently
not in a bad way
just always there
right in front of me i cant help but notice or remember
but everyone has chnaged
it makes me wonder what i saw in them in the first place
why do they seem so different now
but you know what, it being there, just makes me realize that i really dont care
now i can finally laugh at the utter stupidity of these boys
laugh a laugh that makes me want to cry
now i can finally let out a big ol FUCK YOU
not becuase i never had that chnace
but because well, im fucking happy now.
and im not gunna hide it cuz i feel bad any longer (or at least i will try)
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on another note i think it is list time:
1. my cousin rajiv is here and hes pretty cool i will update about our shinanigans later :)
2. everyone needs to get ungrounded RIGHT NOW, so we can all sit on my roof and watch all the snow melt
3. reel big fish is perfect for when you dont feel so good
4. wahoo for today and rachel zach laura nd mike.
5. and ill let out another fuck you to tomorrow and econ. FUCK YOU
6. sorry for being so redculsous today, i was crazy and i apologize i could only control 25% of myself
7. today i biit josh bays nipple, that incorporates with #6
8. woah im on number 8 already
9. spring break shall be fun for i am going to state with my babes hopefully and i am looking forward to it
10. this seems like a good place to end. END