Apr 06, 2004 00:18
i wrote in my diary last night. its the first time ive written in it since move in this summer. that was a very long time ago. it felt good to write again. i wrote a good solid 5 pages on .... well ... take a wild guess. i wish it were that easy to write 5 page essays!!!
i've decided that i think too much. my roommate, the future psychologist, has diagnosed me with an anxiety disorder. hahhaha. funny ... but probably true. i need some don't think so much pills. thats why i go crazy and cant do work or sleep or eat. its cuz i think up these crazy things and drive myself literally insane.
hopefully going to see eternal sunshine agian either tomorrow or thursday. i hate how plans never work out. not here or home or anywhere. starting to get on my nerves. i need some sorta strucutre.
one month of school left!!!!!!!!!!! wooo!!!!!!! soooooooooooooooo excited. i hope this summers a good one. i'll be very dissapointed if it isnt.
easter this weekend. wooooooooo camille!!!!! pool parties, easter movies, chocolate martinis ........... good times. i can't wait. i need this as a stress relief. love you meelie !! bfacfae
going to bed early and waking up early with melinda to finish studying. i can't think about a test right now. too worn out.
plan for tomorrow .............. spill my guts ....... take a test ...... do some work ........ NOT think ....... see a movie??? ......
god i hate this.