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I haven't exactly typed anything in here in awhile, well this last week went quite well. I stayed at home most of it, then on Thursday my family and I went down to Corpus Christi, we spent it at the The Omni Hotel, that was quite fun, we also went to Padre Island National Seashore, and we went to the USS Lexington, that was fun especially since I've never actually been inside of the Lexington before. I had a lot of fun overall. Now as Spring Break is over, and it is Sunday. School will be back but only for 3 days, and then we have a 5 day weekend. I still don't understand why they are making us go to school for only 3 days. But oh well, I don't mind. I get bored here staying at home. Today I'm hoping to go to the movies with this guy that I have been seeing for about a month now. I'm also hoping today is the day he will ask me to be his girlfriend. I mean I enjoy spending time with him and all, but I just want to know if its going anywhere, as in are we going to start a real relationship or are we just going to keep dating, or should we remain friends. The one thing I know that I want though is to start a relationship with him, that would be nice. Also in Corpus Christi I got to go and visit Selena's memorial and gravesite. I didn't cry this time, but the first time I ever saw it in person. I pretty much broke down into tears. If no one knows this well lets see Selena has been my role model since I was 3 or 4. I loved her music and her style and just everything. She was someone great to follow after. And now she has been gone for 10 years almost and it makes you wonder. I want to become something someday, I want to know how it feels to be known by many people. I want to be a leader, not a follower. I want to figure out how to stay where I am at right now. Just relaxed having fun going out and enjoying life. Thats all I want, but most of all I want to be happy. I know for a fact though that I am very happy. I smile more each day just knowing that I'm here, that I'm capable of doing things beyond imagination. I enjoy the feeling of being loved and loving someone. It feels wonderful. It feels right. Well I have to get going now. I have a dialectical journal I'm working on for Mrs. Vetter. By the way The Joy Luck Club is actually a really good book, I enjoy it a lot. Well bye bye.
Sarah
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