Hah!
Love, listening to old Cd's while I farm, and I came across this one, which you should have written. Let me share the lyrics with you (I'm going to leave it public in case you want to link to it):
Got myself a job
Gonna move up that corporate ladder
Follow in the footsteps of all my friends
Have another cigarette
So why you tripping on me?
I can't take all the pressure
Gotta find some way to cope with this
Have another cigarette
And live 'til you die...
I'm not afraid
I'm unafraid
I'm different from the rest somehow
Blind to the wind, the news
And the culture
Deaf to the sound that leaks
From your voice
Take a deep breath and pray
For a second one
Have another cigarette
So what do you think of me now?
I'm not here to impress you
I'm not the one who's insecure
Springtime, Jesus, flower, firefly
Sister, Sunday, winter, mother...
Starting to learn to fall...
I could never be like this
I could never be like this
Starting to learn to fall down
Will you ever believe me?
Will you ever be with me?
Starting to learn to crawl...
Springtime, Jesus, flower, mother...
I know it's not the happiest song in the world, but it really seems to fit where you've been lately, and I thought seeing that others feel like it might help :) Beyond that, knowing my beautiful Jungian analyst the way I do, I thought you'd get a kick out of the synchronicity of it :P
Love ya like wow
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