This is it.
More things I'm sure of:
1. No matter how hard I try, it will never be good enough for my dad.
2. No matter what I do (or NOT do, as the case may be)... I'll still be the one to blame.
3. I don't trust easily... I'm always expecting to get hurt.
4. A house isn't a home.
5. Calling a house a home won't make it one.
6. Neither will furnishing it with material objects that give it a homey feel.
7. Sticks and stones may break your bones, but bones will heal.
8. Words do hurt. The kind of wound that stays forever.
9. There are some voids nothing can fill.
10. No one but you really understands all of what you're going through.
11. The happier a person seems, the more broken they may be inside.
12. I can focus on the positive as much as I want.
13. Doing that is like holding back a flood with a faulty dam - eventually it cracks.
14. Dams can be fixed.
15. Fixed doesn't mean it's perfect.
16. I know I can change this... I just don't know how.
17. There's gotta be a way out.
18. I made a plan... I think I've worked out all the details.
19. I'm disgustingly scared of it failing.
20. I can't wait to try.
1. No matter how hard I try, it will never be good enough for my dad.
2. No matter what I do (or NOT do, as the case may be)... I'll still be the one to blame.
3. I don't trust easily... I'm always expecting to get hurt.
4. A house isn't a home.
5. Calling a house a home won't make it one.
6. Neither will furnishing it with material objects that give it a homey feel.
7. Sticks and stones may break your bones, but bones will heal.
8. Words do hurt. The kind of wound that stays forever.
9. There are some voids nothing can fill.
10. No one but you really understands all of what you're going through.
11. The happier a person seems, the more broken they may be inside.
12. I can focus on the positive as much as I want.
13. Doing that is like holding back a flood with a faulty dam - eventually it cracks.
14. Dams can be fixed.
15. Fixed doesn't mean it's perfect.
16. I know I can change this... I just don't know how.
17. There's gotta be a way out.
18. I made a plan... I think I've worked out all the details.
19. I'm disgustingly scared of it failing.
20. I can't wait to try.